Some days I feel very lonely. Most of the time I just feel alone because I am. Today is a lonely day.
I was thinking about Eleanor today and her life. Despite being married and having five children, I imagine that she felt lonely at times. How could she not? I mean, her husband had a long-term affair with his secretary. They lived separate lives. He died with his mistress and not his wife.
Ugh, I don’t know what any of this means for me. All I can say is that today I left lonely not alone. Thankfully, I know that this is a temporary feeling. My life is filled with amazing people who inspire and support me. Without this knowledge, days like today would be very difficult to get through. However, I know that in the morning my outlook on the world will be very different than it was today.