crossing the finish line

34 years young

I’m young.

I’m naive.

Even though I’m 34 years old and appear to behave like an adult, I’m not.  I’m a child in many ways.  In many ways, I’m not.  I’m not as trusting as child, but I believe that this lack of trust comes from fear.

I’m scared of everything.  I’m scared of not having control.  I’m scared that I will be rejected.  I’m scared that I won’t be rejected.  I’m scared so much of the time…

I don’t want to feel this way anymore.  I want to grow up now, but I’m scared…

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