crossing the finish line

Can I pack up my heart until after the holidays?

Looking ahead at 2013…

I feel myself overwhelmed and lost.  This year has been wonderful and amazing.  Yet right now, things feel out of control and chaotic.  I am happy, but I’m on the nerve of screwing everything up.  I don’t know how to be patient, and I need to be.

Maybe it’s the holidays…I find myself missing my mom more now than other times in the year.  The horrible events of the last few days have brought me to a more depressed place, and I can’t get out of it.  How do I get over this feeling?  The thing that would bring me happiness is outside of my control…and I probably shouldn’t depend on it.

My greatest wish…

I wish that I could place my heart in a box and hide it from myself.  My heart betrays my head every minute of every day.  My heart moves faster than my head.  My heart causes me pain and sadness…and happiness and joy.  What to do…

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